My Lonely Room

EFFICIENCY, PERSPECTIVE, JERKING OFF

Is it bad to think about sex? I think about it a lot. I think about it every day. I think about handsome men and boys. I look at pictures and videos of handsome men and boys. I admire the attractive men I see as I go about my business every day. I have always thought sexually about men, and I suspect that I always will. Is that a bad thing? Am I a bad person for loving men and boys? Am I a bad person for wanting to have sex with attractive men and boys? I like to watch guys masturbate on cam. I go to a site called Chaturbate where men and boys masturbate on cam for anyone who wants to watch. Now, that’s a very sexy thing. All kinds of guys. All flavors of masturbation and so-called sexual preference. But, out in the open for all to see.

I enjoy masturbation, but I don’t have much time for it. I’m getting kind of old to spend a lot of time jerking off. It’s tiring and time-consuming like my father told me when I was a boy. He was right about that. I can’t afford to wear myself out. I can’t afford to waste time. I don’t want to waste time. I want to do good things. I want to make the most out of life, and I don’t think spending a lot of time cooped up in a room, fantasizing about sex with men and masturbating, is efficient or healthy. Don’t get me wrong, I like to jerk off, but everything in moderation. I don’t want to overdo it and I don’t want it to detract from more important things. That’s always been a thing for me: Don’t make sex more important than it is or has to be. Think about and pursue other things. Have other interests that you can share with the men you like to have sex with. Be a whole man. Healthy, happy, sexy, and free.






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